Anonymous4: Wait, wait, this is actually brilliant! It's part of a larger, implied tragic narrative! Watari adopted L when L was only a child, and L would accept anything Watari did to him because L feared being thrown back on the streets again. Watari purposely does everything in his power to keep L dependent on him. As an adult, L deep down knows that what Watari did to him is wrong, but he's in denial because he needs Watari. Watari always told L that he only fucked him because he loved him, and L's so brilliant he's basically an adult and so "mature for his age". L wants to believe it. Wants to believe that he consented to it. L can't bear to admit he was victimized, because Great Detective L is never a victim! It's tragic, really.
Oh wait, this is just shota porn. Dammit.